Julianne
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48Content: FR/EN depending of the mood
CW: neg, mood, sadness, angryness, trash talk, rant, etc.
I will try to set corrects CWs but beware as I expect to put hard stuff here.
You've been warned.
PS: My avatar's character is not Jill, but Betty from VA-11 Hall-A
Julianne
julianne
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I'm so messed up.
About how I handle my relations, how I do social stuff.
About how I even just "qualify" my relations with others...
Acquaintance? Friendship? Love? I still don't fucking know how to differentiate them other than just applying some "conventions" I learned by watching how others do this stuff...
But this scare me too, because I kind of would like to say "I love you", "I like you" or stuff like that to some people, but I just fear how this would be handled by the other person
Because I don't even know if this "emotion" will last, I don't even know if the "me" feeling these "emotions" will be still there when they should be
Like I just don't want to hurt others because of my messed up "nature"
About how I handle my relations, how I do social stuff.
About how I even just "qualify" my relations with others...
Acquaintance? Friendship? Love? I still don't fucking know how to differentiate them other than just applying some "conventions" I learned by watching how others do this stuff...
But this scare me too, because I kind of would like to say "I love you", "I like you" or stuff like that to some people, but I just fear how this would be handled by the other person
Because I don't even know if this "emotion" will last, I don't even know if the "me" feeling these "emotions" will be still there when they should be
Like I just don't want to hurt others because of my messed up "nature"
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Julianne
julianne
Hi I'm Julianne, the "alt" of @jill
I'm here because I need to vent and rant and talk about stuff and I don't want to cause harm to jilly's social stuff or whatever, so I'll do this here
Also it will mainly be very personal, so I won't accept everyone here and please don't take it personally if I don't accept you or if I severe my connections here...
Just for you information, I may be not the same at all here, as I want to try keeping the "organized myselves" on my main account and just let go other stuff here so they won't get stucked in my head.
This said, I can be real harsh, angry, mean, extremely neg-ish and my reaction to message sent here could be the same
I just want to warn you about that so you can avoid the "bad me's" if you're not able to handle them, please take care of yourselves...
This said, and if you still want to go here, well, not welcome i guess, but kind of, i don't know
I'm here because I need to vent and rant and talk about stuff and I don't want to cause harm to jilly's social stuff or whatever, so I'll do this here
Also it will mainly be very personal, so I won't accept everyone here and please don't take it personally if I don't accept you or if I severe my connections here...
Just for you information, I may be not the same at all here, as I want to try keeping the "organized myselves" on my main account and just let go other stuff here so they won't get stucked in my head.
This said, I can be real harsh, angry, mean, extremely neg-ish and my reaction to message sent here could be the same
I just want to warn you about that so you can avoid the "bad me's" if you're not able to handle them, please take care of yourselves...
This said, and if you still want to go here, well, not welcome i guess, but kind of, i don't know
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